Monday, November 21, 2016

The heart retreats when confronted by necessity

Pytor Kopivick couldn’t understand why any human being would choose to live in such heat. Certainly, those who were bereft of common sense or otherwise incapable of functioning in an advanced civilization, yes, those types of people would find a home here. But it didn’t make sense to Kopivick that so many seemingly normal, otherwise intelligent people would choose to live in this place.

This place called Texas.

Kopivick feigned raising a hand to wipe sweat from his brow then let it drop. Why waist the energy? The sweat would just return, popping up under his hairline, running in rivers down his forehead and into his eyes. Kopivick tried blinking then scrunched his eyes real tight to force the salty water away, but that just made things worse. It made it feel like he was crying. There was nothing to do in this heat but suffer.

He breathed out a heavy sigh and pushed the palms of his hands deep into his eye-sockets to grind away the sweat. Then he ran fingers through his hair, slicking the heavy, black locks flat against his scalp. He sighed again and rolled his neck, popping the spine. The lady he stood behind turned and scowled at him. She didn’t approve of all the commotion while the Mayor was making a speech. Kopivick smiled at her, his blood-red lips and porcelain teeth forming a sharp V shape under his long, slightly bent nose.

The lady decided not to wait for whatever apology might follow that smile and moved forward to get closer to the podium. Kopivick now had a clear view of the distinguished men and women lined up behind the Mayor who had come to this torched swath of desert sand, in the middle of the day, without a stitch of shade to protect them from the blazing sun, just to support Antelope Run’s highest elected official as he broke ground on the new Crane County Prison.

The Mayor droned on and on, talking about new jobs and Federal money and lower taxes…. Kopivick’s jaw dropped and his tongue lolled out. He panted like a dog. He put a hand up next to his head and felt heat radiating from his black hair which had been absorbing sun for close to an hour. It was like putting your hand over a blacktop highway. He wiped more sweat from his eyes and glared at the Mayor, compelling him to shut up with a hateful scowl. He even mouthed the words, shut up, but, of course, the Mayor kept talking.

Kopivick blinked, held his eyelids shut too long, and was momentarily sun-blind when he opened them. In the brief moments before he regained vision, he flashed back to another rally he had attended as a youth. A man was behind a microphone on a slapped together stage giving a passionate speech about communism. It had been a cold day in the Motherland, with snow hanging in the air. He remembered watching from a safe distance, like he was today, until the climax of the speech when the crowd erupted with cheers, pumping their fists in the air. None of them noticed as a young Kopivick charged the stage, drawing two guns from under his coat, blasting away at the demon behind the microphone…

Kopivick tried to swallow but found his throat had gone dry. The Mayor continued to blah-blah about the local economy and Kopivick realized that, horrifying though it may be, there is nothing better at shutting up a politician than a few blasts from a loud gun.

Finally the Mayor finished his speech and the small audience applauded politely. Kopivick drummed his hands together too, truly grateful that the man had stopped running his mouth. It proved to be a temporary reprieve, however, because as soon as the smattering of applause died down, the Mayor began introducing, by name, all the people responsible for “making this whole thing happen.”

Kopivick lowered his head and flared his nostrils, staring at the Mayor with hooded eyes. His trigger fingers twitched as the procession of politicians, contractors, civil servants, and whatnots shook hands with the Mayor, each saying a few words about how honored they were to be part this great accomplishment for the city of Antelope Run. Kopivick daydreamed about guns and cold weather.

“Are you bored child?” a voice, amplified by the speakers, filled the air and startled Kopivick out of his daze. The man behind the microphone had a wide face with a lopsided grin. He was wearing a cowboy hat, a western shirt that barely contained his comically large belly, blue jeans with a giant belt buckle that cut into the underside of his stomach, and boots. He looked right at Kopivick and winked.

“Don’t worry, it won’t be long now.” He was speaking in Kopivick’s native tongue and his accent was perfectly common, not like someone who learned it from a book. Kopivick couldn’t believe his ears. He looked around but no one else seemed to notice anything unusual about the fat Texan addressing him in gutter Belarusian.

“…and I look forward to getting to know y’all fine people of Antelope Run,” the man continued, speaking English now with a shit-kicker accent, playing to the crowd, “so don’t think y’all have to commit a crime just to come see me!” The audience rewarded the fat man’s witticism with a burst of spirited applause. The Mayor joined him behind the microphone, clamping a friendly hand on his shoulder.

“Van Gitney,” the Mayor announced, “we are truly lucky to have you as the warden of our new Crane County Correctional Facility!”

“Thank you, and I’m just as lucky to be here!” the man called Van Gitney said before waving to the crowd and stepping down.

Van Gitney, Kopivick wondered about the name. Dutch? Maybe German… Not Russian. Certainly not Belarusian. Kopivick studied the fat man from a distance. If there had ever been any Eastern European blood in that bloated vessel, the hot Texas sun had long since boiled it away. But only somebody who had been born in Belarus, or Byelorussian in the days before the United Republic, would speak the language that fluently. Plus, the words Kopivick had heard were out of context with the rest of the fat man’s speech, yet there had been no reaction from the crowd.

Kopivick worried that he might be having a sun stroke, something that would cause him to hallucinate. It went against his nature, and training, to question his faculties, but this damned heat was like a Nazi torture chamber. It set his flesh on fire. It melted his shirt to his back. The humidity blocked his sinuses, chocked his breath. What little air that did make it to his lungs was rank and stale, delivering barely enough oxygen to pump his sluggish heart. It was just a matter of time before he’d start to see pink elephants flying around in parade formation.

Kopivick put both hands to his cheeks and rubbed, working his jaw up and down. Focus! He commanded himself. All of the dangerous years he’d lived – the countless battles, the pain and suffering he had both received and inflicted as a soldier, only to let a little warm weather turn him into a simpering cripple.

A trickle of sweat escaped the elastic band of his underwear and rolled down the crack of his ass. He reached around to scratch at it through his pants. He muttered a string of curse words in his native tongue and started walking, moving his legs to get rid of that ‘not-so-fresh’ feeling down below.

Kopivick made his way to the side of the assembly where Van Gitney was standing. The warden of the new Crane County Prison shuffled his feet some, occasionally wiped his brow, but otherwise appeared to be very happy standing there. He whispered comments to the fellows next to him, all of them jiggling with silent laughter so as not to disturb the Mayor who was still talking. Kopivick marveled that they could find anything funny at being under the sun in the middle of a summer day in Texas.

Once again, the Mayor finished speaking with a flourish, promising to build “The best damn prison this side of Huntsville!” The audience applauded, some even shouting “Hoo-rah!”, but Kvorkia didn’t bother. He figured there was more nonsense to come and he was right. One of the contractors, a thick black man wearing a short sleeved work shirt, blue jeans, and a ridiculously bright pink construction helmet, brought the ceremonial shovel to the Mayor. They moved about five feet away from the podium, found their spot, and waited for the photographer from the local paper to get in position.

The photographer motioned for everybody to scoot closer together, which they did, grinning like fools. The photographer liked what he saw, raised his hand and started counting with his fingers – 1, 2, 3 – and he pointed at the Mayor.

The Mayor set his foot on the shovel and stepped on the spade, thrusting it into the ground. Dust spewed from the earth, like blood gushing from an artery punched by a razor. It billowed up in a fountain, knocking the Mayor off balance. He yelped as the sand blasted his face, and then started coughing as it filled his mouth.

Kvorkia felt his legs wobble and realized the earth itself was shaking. He reflexively reached for his guns, and then admonished himself when he remembered he wasn’t wearing them. He hadn’t worn the holsters because it was too hot to cover them with a jacket. Kvorkia spread his feet apart and promised himself that, if he lived through the afternoon, he would start wearing his heavy camelhair trench coat everywhere. Heat be damned!

In an instant, the dirt geyser stopped gushing and the earth went still. A cool breeze came from out of nowhere and dissipated the air-born sand in harmless swirls of burnt orange and dark yellow. Van Gogh would have been inspired. People started talking; questioning each other, but the Mayor wasted no time getting behind the microphone and assured them that everything was all right. He laughed it off as a “pocket of natural gas”. Said it was a good thing nobody smoked anymore.

Kvorkia felt a chill run down his spine. He turned to see the man called Van Gitney looking right at him. The future warden of the new prison had a wide, crooked grin on his face. When they locked eyes, Van Gitney winked and started shaking with quite laughter. Kvorkia smiled right back, running his tongue over his unnaturally long eyeteeth, feeling their points. This would be a lot more amusing, Kvorkia thought, if only he had brought his guns.

As if reading his mind, Van Gitney pointed a finger gun at Kvorkia and mouthed the word “pow!” Kvorkia snarled audibly, disturbing the people around him, and then turned abruptly to leave.

It would be here, then. The next battle in the everlasting war would be fought in Burnin, Texas.


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